This is the look of a girl who tried so damn hard to have a life the other day. I had such a fun time indulging in retail therapy and having dinner with my family. Its not fair that i should have to pay for it today with mindblowing pain. Hopefully things start getting better soon and ill stop having to compromise the things i want in life in order to avoid pain. Needless to say this might be my last instagram for awhile. Today, its the hospital for me. #chronicpain #me #exhausted
So I started thinking about Elsa’s hair and
photo/photoset, disney, frozen, elsa, anna, hans, lol
In order to better control my pain. I’ve been attempting to live with it, and during the days, I’m usually fine. But when night hits, I’m literally writhing and sobbing so loud that my head feels like it’s going to explode.
God knows my pain management doctor isn’t doing anything, and I have to wait to get into my new one, so my parents seem to think that admitting me to the hospital for pain control until then, is the best solution.
Just wanted to let you guys know, in case I’m not around for the next couple of days. I don’t know if it’s definite or not, but I figured I’d owe you an explanation in case I just disappeared. Although, I’ll try to have my Mac with me so I can still be on Tumblr and Skype.
I’m just…nights like these, where I’m sobbing and literally curled up in a ball trying to find some semblance of peace within my mind, is really taking a toll on me mentally and physically.
I didn’t know it was possible to be 22 and be so tired.
Just in case anyone is interested or anything. Thanks for all your comments on my pictures and things lately. And also thank you for all the new follows. You’re wonderful. Don’t be afraid to come and say hello, make my day a little.
Mother daughtet liquor party. Sangria mother fucker. #motherdaughter #familynight #sangria
Madelina Hastings, Amy Tisdale, and Charlie Diaz enjoying the snow.
Played by sarahnichole11 fabray tisdalejunior and rachelboory.
Maddie was the first character I ever Roleplayed…oh my god…my heart is so full of happiness right now.
Thank you for showing me this, Sunny. <3
Now that I have a bit of money…I’m gonna do a bit of shopping.
I feel like I’m on Parks and Rec.